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It’s been awhile

It’s been awhile

Jun 24

So it’s been 3 weeks since I last updated. Since then I have done a number of things many people are aware of. I try to keep too much off of my personal blog since it can be read by ANYONE but in short

• I tried to commit suicide and failed but was on life support for 4 days
• Am in a custody battle for my daughter and currently have visitation
• Will have 2 room mates as of August 1st to ease the huge financial strain
• Am actively seeking employment
• Have lost an un-determined amount of weight

I’m trying the best I can but I do have some rough times or days in general which make me miss my old life. Coming out of this was like a fresh start that I really didn’t want. I didn’t picture my life this way… I’m just glad I have amazing support from friends and family (2 specific friends come to mind). There are times where I sit and ponder and just wonder WHY but never get an answer to it. I’m not really comfortable discussing the suicide attempt in public besides just stating that I hit a breaking point. I do have an order of protection against him now so he cannot call, text, etc. with me or have a third party do so either. *sigh* I hate that things have come to this. It’s messy, it hurts. Sometimes I sit down and I miss him… and that is when I am reminded of he is why I’m going through all this shit right now and my ass gets kicked back into gear.

Now I’m continuing my freelance opportunities. I need to come up with roughly $240 by the first through freelancing or SOMETHING if anyone has an opportunity that can help me out feel free to shoot it my way. I have ample time since I only get 9 hours of visitation a week until we go back to court to actually work it out. Anything set now is just temporary while we get lawyers and stuff.

Sex Toy Review: Bunnygizer

Sex Toy Review: Bunnygizer

Jun 02

Warning: This is a review of a sex toy.

When I got the opportunity to review a sex toy from EdenFantasys I couldn’t pass it up. I like variety in the bedroom just like many other people do. I chose to try out the Bunnygizer which is a form of a rabbit vibrator. I’ve tried them out in the past and figured this wouldn’t be much different than my previous experiences but boy was I wrong.

I got the package quite discreetly in a priority flat rate box. The company name on the box doesn’t imply that there are Sex Toys in the box. I also like the speed of shipping. Once I opened the package I was introduced to the bright pink Bunnygizer. It is quite safe to use and is made of thermoplastic rubber that is Phthalates free / Hypo-allergenic / Latex free to avoid problems with allergies. It felt quite hard on the shaft but I liked the two rabbit ears for the clitoral stimulation. It is a bit heavy since it requires 3AA batteries but that is to be expected of something that is 10 inches total in length. This is not something you’re going to stash away in your purse for example.

Once I got the batteries in it I began playing with the settings and this is the big selling point for me. The vibration patterns aren’t typical and plain like some other vibrators. There is a constant low and high vibration along with some vibrations that start off low intensity and slowly move up while others pulsate. This provides a lot of variety when you need a change of pace. The beads that rotate in the shaft leave something to be desired. They really didn’t do much for me in terms of adding to the overall experience. The LED lights which indicate the pattern of vibrations can be quite distracting because they are so bright but if you aren’t paying attention than it really isn’t a con to the product. It is rather noisy so you may want to use discretion when deciding where to play. Another notable problem is that the battery cover does not stay on very well and the plastic appears cheaply made here. I had it come off once or twice while using it.

I, of course, can’t review the product without actually using it. I’ve used it alone and have previously had problems with climaxing but the Bunnygizer really surprised me and managed to send me over the edge in less than 5 minutes. Immediately I knew it was a keeper. I also used to to add to the experience with someone else and it was definitely a nice addition. The vibrations didn’t distract too much from what we were doing otherwise and it really enhanced the experience.

Cleaning it was very easy as well. It wasn’t listed as waterproof so I gently washed the shaft and avoided getting the areas where the batteries were wet and then laid it out to dry on a towel.

Overall, I would give the Bunnygizer 4/5 stars and recommend it to anyone who likes intense vibrations for satisfaction.